I've been writing this blog for almost five years now, and I'm honestly amazed at how long I've kept it up. I figured it would be something I did for a year or so and didn't think it would turn into something that I loved. I've made some truly amazing friends through blogging, and I'm by NO MEANS writing this post as an "I quit" post.
I'm just going to vent/blabber/yammer about feeling burnt out by the whole blogging thing.
I'm proud of my photography skills in current posts. Case and point:
Same dish, five years apart. Crazy.
I'm super-proud of that photo on the right. Never mind that FoodGawker and Tastespotting claimed it had "composition" problems and was "too tight". I love it. The world of food blogging has changed so much in the last five years. When I started, it was all about the community. Posts would go up, and within minutes, discussion would begin in the comments, with either a comment on the recipe or even just a "hope you had a great day!" comment. I loved that. I'd interact with people here and on my Facebook page, and I thrived on the community.
But here I am, five years later, with some amazingly close friends made through this blogging community, and all I feel is disdain for this little piece of internet I've carved out. I still love cooking and baking, and I love when I come up with new recipes…but I'm finding that I'm making things FOR the blog, as opposed to making things for me and then posting them on the blog. Does that make sense?
At first, a fun recipe that I came up with for Adam and I to enjoy as a healthy dinner would make a great blog post. Now, I'm constantly trying to come up with something new for my readers, and when I come up with something that I think is AMAZING, I get absolutely no response. Nothing. Weeks upon weeks of posts with no comments. It's discouraging, and I know I can't judge a post by the number of comments…but do you get what I'm saying?
The burnout feeling started about two months ago when, for the zillionth time, I started to attempt to lose weight. I found myself not making the healthiest of recipes because I'd "already posted it" or "it didn't photograph well." Needless to say, the weight loss attempt didn't go all that well.
About a month ago, I started posting fun things that I did for me that I thought would make a fun blog post: the What I Love Wednesday posts, the Freebie Saturday posts, and the few photography gigs I've had. I crave the interaction that used to happen. Still nothing.
So here's what I'm saying: I'm going to stop blogging for the sake of blogging. When I make something new and fantastic, I'll post it. It might not always be food, but I think you're all ok with that. I'll still post Wednesday in Numbers for the Summer, and I have a self-imposed challenge I'm beginning Monday that I'll be sure to keep you updated on.
But, I'm no longer going to make ridiculous rich recipes "for the blog" at the expense of my health, hoping that someone, somewhere will interact.
Here's what I will be doing: I'll still be cooking, photographing, eating, and going to fabulous restaurants. When I feel like there's something worthy of posting, I'll post. Wednesdays will still be things I love and number-filled, and I'll keep up Freebie Saturdays, mostly because it's an excuse to crochet. I'll still make fun treats (at least one a month, thanks to Adam's birthday present!) and if worthy, I'll post them. No more posting to post, but rather posting when good.
I hope you choose to stick with me, but if not, I understand.